Jude + Mommy


Being a stay at home mom, my entire day is spent mostly with just Jude. He is my favorite little guy in the world! (His daddy is my farovite big guy!) As my due date is quickly approaching, I have been trying to talk more to Jude about having a baby around. We play in Eden's room, he pushes her baby swing, and plays with all the baby toys I got out. He has even sarted carrying around this garaffe and putting it over his shoulder to pat it on the back. I think he is going to be a great big brother!

But my heart is torn because when Eden comes, I don't want Jude to think I love him any less. Of course the baby will require alot more attenion than he does, so I am just praying that his little feelings aren't hurt by his mommy spending so much time with a new baby! I guess a benefit of having them so close together, is that he will not remember being an only child!

This weekend, I had Michael take a few pictures of Jude and I together outside! I think it is easy to see that we are always having fun together! These next two weeks are going to be that last time it is just Mommy and Jude everyday!



         






Jude- You are about to have a little sister!




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